| dude....peace out xanga, FAWK U! |
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| yessss, i got a new schedual, finally life is easier |
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| man i'm sick n tired of this nice guy bullshit attitude, i need a new attitude..a badass fuck the world not scared to die or get beat the shit out of attitude, u live once, u die anyways, might as well take some1 with u, so FUCK IT! |
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| man...days are getting longer and harder...i can tell i'm starting to become older n suddenly all this responsibility is getting poured onto me..i'm just lucki i still live at home, even though i want to move out...juggling school and work at the same time and trying to get some sleep in is pretty difficult..i dont know, just i guess i'm stressing alot, and whats worse is that when i talk to my gurl my stress goes away...because she makes me stress over HER!! haha but thats good stress, now her phone iz disconected and i cant talk to her, so everything seems harder now and i cant focus, liek today at work, i fucked up so much, came in and got caught being alil late, even though i got there 30 minutes earli, just was smokin a cig b4 i went in and aloud myself to be seen by my boss, then not calling control when there was a jackpot and keying the machine which almost got in trouble for..then i was short 30 bucks, and just a whole lot more shit that just.. yea, o yea and this drunk woman was like...all over me...dont even wanna go there...but yea, other then work school is decent, tough, sleep is scarce..man all i can think about is my girlfriend, i miss her hella even though i tlaked to her yesterday, i guess when i said i wanted to get away from her for a whole day it came true..i didnt mean it though, i was just mad, but now i gont get to talk to her for a while, BABY CALL ME! somehow.. i love you! but yea, its 4: 14, dont knwo wut the hell to write about..just rambling on...ok i think i'll end it here, FUCK U LIFE! |
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